you miss a person even if
they're right next to you
he said i should have woken him
that way he could have spent more time
~i just woke up and my eyes struggled to make his face out of my water bottle and tissue box. i forgot i was sleeping alone.
in other news, sam gilbert is dead and things are never going to be the same. i am grateful for that one time i got to smoke with him, maybe the summer before senior year. i wish there was something useful i could say to/do for michelle. as soon as i heard i tore ass up from brooklyn to be with her, for the first time in history i wish i was still living in yorktown so i could be around more.